This past year has been a time for me of reflection. It has been a time to step back and see where I am going.
I have been working on me. Who am I? What makes me burn? What am I terrified of? Where am I going? How will I get there?
Here is what I know so far. So far, I have learned that I am going go where it is my heart decides I will go.
If I doubt and don't set clear goals, I will just stay right here.
So, I am getting to know my bad ass self and learning that I actually can do whatever it is I want to. why have I doubted this? why do I doubt this still?
Goal #1- feel like the bad ass creative storm that I am ALL of the days, and not just some.
Goal #2- figure out where business and production meets creative freedom and spontaneity and find some balance between them. I need to be more structured because I am all over the place, but can't imagine creating any other way. I will figure it out.
Goal #3- take care of me. I have really let myself get sick and tired. I have wrapped myself in pounds of emotion and doubt. I have filled my blahs with sugar, and sat and sat and sat. So I am starting small, and not letting myself get disappointed if I can't do what I "think" I should be able to. Watching the sugar intake, watching the junk, and walking. After 3 weeks I already feel worlds stronger.
me and my walking buddy post walk
Goal #4- be more compassionate. be less judgmental. Basically, learn to love people. all people.
Goal #5- let myself be loved.
Goal #6- tune into and listen to my intuition
Yeah, that's all......lol!
It is a process, but I am doing it. Taking each day to learn something.
so if you wondered why I haven't been working full steam ahead, or been posting much, that is why.
But I am here, still sketching ideas and working on things here and there.
Stay tuned for more posts. I really feel drawn to write more. Most of all, thank you for following on this journey. I know many of you have been here, reading since day one, when I went online with my jewelry. I have gone through so many changes, and I know there will be many more to come. I love knowing that there is such an amazing creative community out there. I love being a part of it.
Now, onto some other items on the checklist..........and maybe to catch some fire flies.